so basicly i see this girl i like in school and i tell jorge oh that girls cute ima talk to her one of these days then the next day during lunch we are walking around we see her in a hallway , jorge is drunk , and ET and oscar are there we are walking, jorge he sees her he points at her and saids HEY CARLOS ISNT THAT THE BITCH YOU WANTED TO TALK TO… so im like trying to walk away, btw i do know i acted like a little bitch and i shoulda talked to her but w.e it happened. so yea i keep on walking and hes like CARLOS STOP BEING A LIL bitch then my friend oscar grabs me and he trys dragging me to her and then i grab his legs pick him up, point is we wrestle i end up in a headlock until he lets go then we go to a room with stairs and im there trying to think what to do, so i say fuck it i might as well get drunk and do this so i chug on half a water bottle of vodka im not drunk then my friend ET goes and asks her for her number she saids she has a boyfriend then i go and we right next to her and jorge is like go talk to her and im like let me get a little more and try to snatch his bottle he jumps saids no FUCK you my liq and runs away, ok thats on wensday, so on thursday jorge stays home oscar is not there and its me and ET walking during lunch we see her but i get scared and dont talk to her again and we walk towards parking lot but security guard tells us to go back so when we turn around we walking towards stairs, (btw its same hallway as before) and shes walking towards us so i go to the stairs and im waiting for ET cus he stays behind and she comes and bumps in to me then smiles i say oh sorry and keep on walking so we walk around for like 10 mins comes back to a door that leads to the same hallway and shes sitting there and im like i gotta do this, im getting ready to talk to her and i get scared again out of nowhere so i just walk away but my friend et stays behind and i walk around for like 5mins then i call him and im like yo et where you at and i hear a giggle, and its her and shes like its not et its the girl you like and im like fuck… and shes like you gonna come and im like yea so im like trying to figure out what to do then the bell rings and i see et i grab him and i throw him against the floor and her fat friend happens to see me doing it she passes by and laughs at me. ok so thats on thursday btw that same night on facebook i send her a message saying “hi im the kid thats been embarrassing himself for the past 2 days and i was wondering if i talk to you tommorow to explain a few things cus i really need to set things straight ” she saids “wtf kid idk you and i have a bf” i say ” dam its not even about that” then she says” well then tell me here” and im like ” its to long fuck it i shoulda stopped being a lil bitch and told you when i had chance” she says” well i gtg” well anyway i know i fucked up there i shouldnt have said that but w.e, so now fastfoward to tuesday i tell my friends et and jorge that i was stressing about it they say they gonna go talk to her i tell them no ima do it and they like no we gonna talk to her so in lunch i get a phone call from et and hes like yo we next to this girl she wants to talk to you and im like wtf did i tell you then she comes out in phone and hears me bitching at him and shes like hey you gonna come and im like yea… wait for me, so here i am really pissed off omw ready to hit someone and i see my friend on the way and i tell him what happened really quick and hes calming me down so when i get there my friend et and jorge they run like they get out of there i walk after jorge and i pass her i say hi then im like walking around thinking what t odo i ask her what they tell you and shes like oh nothing then i see them outside i get ET i throw him against wall i get him in a headlock i let go he pushes me he gets mad and punches the wall, her fatfriend is watching this btw. ok so now its wensday et didnt come cus he broke his hand, but et and jorge tell me that they didnt tell her anything that they walked by there and asked them oh hey come over here so whats new with your friend, and they like oh nothing he really likes you, and shes like you have his number? call him , thats the part that has me confused she saids she has a bf but at same time she tells them to call me i dont get that. so its the next day i see her walking really fast in the hallway and im like hey what happened yesterday and shes like oh i gtg overthere and she points somewhere. so now its today and i go up to her and i just say hey im sorry about the other day i know i acted stupid like a little kid and im sorry about last week to i know i acted retarded, you can tell it really wasnt a good week for me i even tried getting drunk to talk to u if u noticed and shes like yea and im like so yea just wanted to get that out of my head and i left.
I really like this girl and i cant talk to her until school starts again in 2 months because i have no way of contacting her so what should i do ?

ps. the part in deep rapport in the story when you almost cried i was definitely pissing myself imagining you crying, accent and all cuddling up with some hottie. funny. basted.